Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
March Q & A
I pinched this idea from Deb's blog - right up my alley to precis my month, as I feel so short on time at the moment!
What books and/or magazines did I read this month?
I read an issue of Practical Parenting, and started to get excited about starting Jessica on solids in 3 months. I am really looking forward to seeing her little face scrunch up when she tries new tastes and textures!
What movies and/or tv shows did I watch this month?
Lots! I find it very relaxing to watch TV (or at least have it on in the background) when feeding Jessica, expressing milk, or during Jessica's fussy periods when she just won't sleep unless she's in my arms. Most notably I watched a l-o-o-o-o-t of the Commonwealth Games (mostly swimming and gymnastics), the 1st three seasons of Scrubs on DVD (again! My favourite), and Season 2 of Frontline. Also watched a little bit of commercial TV, and started getting hooked on The Biggest Loser. I keep crying whenever I see one of the contestants progressing so well, feeling good about their achievements, and obviously getting better.
What illnesses or health concerns did I have in March?
Just fatigue, and a little bit of low milk supply as a result. Nothing major.
What fun things did I do with my friends and/or family?
Had a great get-together at my Dad's place to celebrate Jen, Glenn and Grace's birthdays. Jessica was soooo into everyone, and extremely alert. Lots of lovely smiles! Uncle Roy came to visit all the way from London, which we always really look forward to.
What new foods, recipes or restaurants did I try in March?
Made roasted salmon with mashed sweet potato and galliano & passionfruit sauce when Christina, Anthony, Jesse and Harrison came to dinner. Yummmm. Other than that, just the same old thing for dinner, which is good anyway! A few nights of cereal for dinner when Matt and I were both just toooooo tired....
What special or unusual purchases did I make?
I bought seasons 2 and 3 of Frontline, seasons 1 and 2 of The Cosby Show, and 2 more seasons of Frasier, however Cosby and Frasier didn't arrive until April 3rd.
What were this month’s disappointments?
Didn't make it to the creek with Jersey very much. I feel guilty about not being able to give her a lot of time lately; I think she's still fine and happy, but I would love to be able to take her for a BIG WALK at least twice a week. Will keep trying.
What were my accomplishments this month?
Finally feeling a bit more confident in my ability to look after Jessica (especially with regard to feeding).
Started working again, just 8 or so hours per week from home, usually when Jessica is asleep or late at night (hence the tiredness!)
What books and/or magazines did I read this month?
I read an issue of Practical Parenting, and started to get excited about starting Jessica on solids in 3 months. I am really looking forward to seeing her little face scrunch up when she tries new tastes and textures!
What movies and/or tv shows did I watch this month?
Lots! I find it very relaxing to watch TV (or at least have it on in the background) when feeding Jessica, expressing milk, or during Jessica's fussy periods when she just won't sleep unless she's in my arms. Most notably I watched a l-o-o-o-o-t of the Commonwealth Games (mostly swimming and gymnastics), the 1st three seasons of Scrubs on DVD (again! My favourite), and Season 2 of Frontline. Also watched a little bit of commercial TV, and started getting hooked on The Biggest Loser. I keep crying whenever I see one of the contestants progressing so well, feeling good about their achievements, and obviously getting better.
What illnesses or health concerns did I have in March?
Just fatigue, and a little bit of low milk supply as a result. Nothing major.
What fun things did I do with my friends and/or family?
Had a great get-together at my Dad's place to celebrate Jen, Glenn and Grace's birthdays. Jessica was soooo into everyone, and extremely alert. Lots of lovely smiles! Uncle Roy came to visit all the way from London, which we always really look forward to.
What new foods, recipes or restaurants did I try in March?
Made roasted salmon with mashed sweet potato and galliano & passionfruit sauce when Christina, Anthony, Jesse and Harrison came to dinner. Yummmm. Other than that, just the same old thing for dinner, which is good anyway! A few nights of cereal for dinner when Matt and I were both just toooooo tired....
What special or unusual purchases did I make?
I bought seasons 2 and 3 of Frontline, seasons 1 and 2 of The Cosby Show, and 2 more seasons of Frasier, however Cosby and Frasier didn't arrive until April 3rd.
What were this month’s disappointments?
Didn't make it to the creek with Jersey very much. I feel guilty about not being able to give her a lot of time lately; I think she's still fine and happy, but I would love to be able to take her for a BIG WALK at least twice a week. Will keep trying.
What were my accomplishments this month?
Finally feeling a bit more confident in my ability to look after Jessica (especially with regard to feeding).
Started working again, just 8 or so hours per week from home, usually when Jessica is asleep or late at night (hence the tiredness!)
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Bittersweet
Well, my little lady has dropped her night feed. She is currently still sleeping soundly, 9 hours after she (finally) got off to bed. This will be her second successive night "sleeping through". She was previously sleeping 5 or 6 hours at a stretch, but now she has extended this to 8 or 9!
It's odd, but I didn't mind the night feeds, especially once they dropped to 1 a night. It was so lovely being able to get up and settle Jessica and fill that little tummy up again, and then watch her drift back off to sleep! I guess we still sometimes get to see that at night, though.
Hopefully we will get to the health centre sometime soon (our nurse is sick so today's appointment had to be postponed); I am keen to learn how much weight she has gained, so I can be confident that she really is doing well. There's lots of "output" though, so I think she is just fine...
Picked up some work this past week, also, which is great; I really love the work, it is a very nice way of making some extra money! I am finding it a bit difficult to make the time to do it, though; often I only manage an hour or 2 a day. 2 hours would be sufficient (to get the work done), but it's hard to scrape that together sometimes! Jessica is playing independently for a little while each day, so perhaps I could use some of that time for work. However (and this was plaguing me at 4 this morning) I don't want to miss any of her baby time, so would rather spend that time just watching her. I'm sure I can work something out....
Looks like a lovely day today, so I am hoping to give Jessica some fresh air on the deck this afternoon. She just loves looking at all the leaves - maybe I will get a couple of photos too!
It's odd, but I didn't mind the night feeds, especially once they dropped to 1 a night. It was so lovely being able to get up and settle Jessica and fill that little tummy up again, and then watch her drift back off to sleep! I guess we still sometimes get to see that at night, though.
Hopefully we will get to the health centre sometime soon (our nurse is sick so today's appointment had to be postponed); I am keen to learn how much weight she has gained, so I can be confident that she really is doing well. There's lots of "output" though, so I think she is just fine...
Picked up some work this past week, also, which is great; I really love the work, it is a very nice way of making some extra money! I am finding it a bit difficult to make the time to do it, though; often I only manage an hour or 2 a day. 2 hours would be sufficient (to get the work done), but it's hard to scrape that together sometimes! Jessica is playing independently for a little while each day, so perhaps I could use some of that time for work. However (and this was plaguing me at 4 this morning) I don't want to miss any of her baby time, so would rather spend that time just watching her. I'm sure I can work something out....
Looks like a lovely day today, so I am hoping to give Jessica some fresh air on the deck this afternoon. She just loves looking at all the leaves - maybe I will get a couple of photos too!
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Busy Busy
Things have been very busy here lately, just with everyday stuff. Nothing out of the ordinary.
Fortunately the breastfeeding issues have been solved, after a bit of hard work, a visit from the council Lactation Nurse, and lots of encouragement from lots of people, especially Matt. In the end Matty reminded me that Jessica was in great shape, that God was looking after us, and I just needed to get it out of my head that I was going to need to give her formula. I don't know why it was so, but the very thought of failing to breastfeed really messed me around. Matt would agree that I was just about ready to be hospitalised due to stress and exhaustion.
The whole episode was a positive one, however, for a number of reasons. Cheifly, it made me realise, once again, that I needed to rely completely on God. Over the weeks that I felt that I was in real trouble, I came to understand, again, that I can do nothing without God. What a great place to be once the clouds in my mind lifted and I realised that He was always looking after Jessica and, whatever happened, He held her in his hands.
The other positive to this, of course, is that it made me really analyse why breastfeeding is so important to me. Was it that I wanted to lose weight? Well, since really beefing up my diet (lots of carbohydrates, extra protein, and Sustagen), I had actually gained a kilo, and I wasn't worried, because all I wanted to do was to be able to feed my little girl. So, no. Was it pride? Possibly, to a degree - I really don't like failing at anything. But, overall, I came to realise that I genuinely believed that this was the best food for Jessica, and as difficult as it can be, I really wanted her to have the protection and nutrition that breastmilk provides. I then thought about the fact that God designed the whole process, and that if I handed the situation over to Him, either (a) I could breastfeed successfully, or (b) He would help me to cope emotionally with feeding Jessica formula. I realised that I therefore could relax, knowing that if I trusted Him, we would be ok. One way or another, I knew He wouldn't let Jessica starve which, deep down, was what I feared, ridiculous as it sounds. Within a couple of days of realising this, things really improved.
I'm still wiggling into some sort of a routine around here, although no two days seem to be alike. Jessica is sleeping really well, usually from 10.30pm to 4.30am, then feeding until 5.30 and sleeping until 8 or 9. I stay up until about 6.30am to express and then go back to bed; so most days I am managing about 7 - 8 hours' sleep! Some nights she does require an additional night feed (about 2am), but not often. She doesn't sleep much during the day, often only managing 3 short naps, but I guess this is all she needs right now. In any given 24 hours she has about 14 hours' sleep, so I think that is ok. She certainly seems healthy, so that is proof enough for me!
We're off to my Dad's this afternoon, to celebrate Glenn, Jen, and Grace's birthdays, which I am really looking forward to. I'm a bit miffed, though, as I ordered a DVD for Jen's birthday from Amazon.com, and despite being posted almost 3 weeks ago, it hasn't arrived yet! Should be a great afternoon. Deb, Ray and the kids are also coming up, which will be great, I haven't seen them since late January, when Jessica was only 3 or 4 weeks old. She is so much bigger now; I hope she gives them lots of her beautiful smiles!
Jessica actually laughed for the first time last night, and I missed it! I was out at Fountain Gate for a couple of hours, and Matt was looking after her. She was a bit upset and refused to sleep, so he picked her up to comfort her. A few attempts didn't work (once she is upset she really hangs onto it), so he put some music on ("Hella Good" by No Doubt) and danced with her, and sang! He said her expression suddenly changed from agro, to a bit stunned, and then she started laughing at him! How fantastic - can't wait to see her do that again. I think I may request an encore performance from Matt when he gets home from work today..... hee hee!!
Fortunately the breastfeeding issues have been solved, after a bit of hard work, a visit from the council Lactation Nurse, and lots of encouragement from lots of people, especially Matt. In the end Matty reminded me that Jessica was in great shape, that God was looking after us, and I just needed to get it out of my head that I was going to need to give her formula. I don't know why it was so, but the very thought of failing to breastfeed really messed me around. Matt would agree that I was just about ready to be hospitalised due to stress and exhaustion.
The whole episode was a positive one, however, for a number of reasons. Cheifly, it made me realise, once again, that I needed to rely completely on God. Over the weeks that I felt that I was in real trouble, I came to understand, again, that I can do nothing without God. What a great place to be once the clouds in my mind lifted and I realised that He was always looking after Jessica and, whatever happened, He held her in his hands.
The other positive to this, of course, is that it made me really analyse why breastfeeding is so important to me. Was it that I wanted to lose weight? Well, since really beefing up my diet (lots of carbohydrates, extra protein, and Sustagen), I had actually gained a kilo, and I wasn't worried, because all I wanted to do was to be able to feed my little girl. So, no. Was it pride? Possibly, to a degree - I really don't like failing at anything. But, overall, I came to realise that I genuinely believed that this was the best food for Jessica, and as difficult as it can be, I really wanted her to have the protection and nutrition that breastmilk provides. I then thought about the fact that God designed the whole process, and that if I handed the situation over to Him, either (a) I could breastfeed successfully, or (b) He would help me to cope emotionally with feeding Jessica formula. I realised that I therefore could relax, knowing that if I trusted Him, we would be ok. One way or another, I knew He wouldn't let Jessica starve which, deep down, was what I feared, ridiculous as it sounds. Within a couple of days of realising this, things really improved.
I'm still wiggling into some sort of a routine around here, although no two days seem to be alike. Jessica is sleeping really well, usually from 10.30pm to 4.30am, then feeding until 5.30 and sleeping until 8 or 9. I stay up until about 6.30am to express and then go back to bed; so most days I am managing about 7 - 8 hours' sleep! Some nights she does require an additional night feed (about 2am), but not often. She doesn't sleep much during the day, often only managing 3 short naps, but I guess this is all she needs right now. In any given 24 hours she has about 14 hours' sleep, so I think that is ok. She certainly seems healthy, so that is proof enough for me!
We're off to my Dad's this afternoon, to celebrate Glenn, Jen, and Grace's birthdays, which I am really looking forward to. I'm a bit miffed, though, as I ordered a DVD for Jen's birthday from Amazon.com, and despite being posted almost 3 weeks ago, it hasn't arrived yet! Should be a great afternoon. Deb, Ray and the kids are also coming up, which will be great, I haven't seen them since late January, when Jessica was only 3 or 4 weeks old. She is so much bigger now; I hope she gives them lots of her beautiful smiles!
Jessica actually laughed for the first time last night, and I missed it! I was out at Fountain Gate for a couple of hours, and Matt was looking after her. She was a bit upset and refused to sleep, so he picked her up to comfort her. A few attempts didn't work (once she is upset she really hangs onto it), so he put some music on ("Hella Good" by No Doubt) and danced with her, and sang! He said her expression suddenly changed from agro, to a bit stunned, and then she started laughing at him! How fantastic - can't wait to see her do that again. I think I may request an encore performance from Matt when he gets home from work today..... hee hee!!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Lazy Saturday
Well, not exactly...
Jessica is due for her lunch, so all I have time to do is post some pics of Her Loveliness, taken last week during bathtime. She is so cute!
Have had a very busy week; some serious breastfeeding problems following a case of the flu the week before, so getting things going again has been hard work. It's been rough on Jessica, too, as she has had to work really hard to get a feed, and often doesn't get enough right away; some of the feeds have taken 2+ hours, which is really cruel. I think she senses that I am upset about the whole thing, too, so she isn't sleeping too well. Fortunately we have plenty of expressed milk on hand so she is still getting enough to eat.
She's awake! Best go....
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Finally...
Well, I finally did it! I finally made the time to start my blog.
I'm afraid there will be nothing profound this time around, as I am pretty tired (just put my precious 6-week-old down for a nap).
I had my 6 week postnatal checkup today, which was non-eventful, although it was kind of bittersweet. It was lovely to see Dr Lam, who is just the most fantastic obstetrician ever (not that I have a frame of reference, but he was pretty great), and Shelley, the wonderful midwife who works with him. It is a bit of a shame that we won't see them again for a while ...well, hopefully sometime in the first half of next year. Come on, I'm 31, if I plan on having a few kids we probably should have a little brother or sister for the lovely Miss Jessica pretty soon!!! I wonder how obstetricians and midwives cope with their patients bonding with them. Or perhaps not many/all of them do. It must be amazing to be a part of such a profound part of a family's life.
I finally took some pics of Jessica today - she was a bit sleepy, and I am still trying to learn how to use this fancy schmancy camera optimally, so the results weren't that great. The lovely Matthew bought me such a great camera (a Canon EOS 350d if anyone's interested), and I haven't had time to learn how to use it!
I wanted to spend some time here trying to describe how amazing being a Mum is, although (again due to the tiredness) if I attempted it now I would probably just sound all sloppy and cliched. Needless to say, I am so excited each morning when I wake up and realise that we get to spend another day with our daughter. She is just the most precious gift we could ever have been given.
I'm afraid there will be nothing profound this time around, as I am pretty tired (just put my precious 6-week-old down for a nap).
I had my 6 week postnatal checkup today, which was non-eventful, although it was kind of bittersweet. It was lovely to see Dr Lam, who is just the most fantastic obstetrician ever (not that I have a frame of reference, but he was pretty great), and Shelley, the wonderful midwife who works with him. It is a bit of a shame that we won't see them again for a while ...well, hopefully sometime in the first half of next year. Come on, I'm 31, if I plan on having a few kids we probably should have a little brother or sister for the lovely Miss Jessica pretty soon!!! I wonder how obstetricians and midwives cope with their patients bonding with them. Or perhaps not many/all of them do. It must be amazing to be a part of such a profound part of a family's life.
I finally took some pics of Jessica today - she was a bit sleepy, and I am still trying to learn how to use this fancy schmancy camera optimally, so the results weren't that great. The lovely Matthew bought me such a great camera (a Canon EOS 350d if anyone's interested), and I haven't had time to learn how to use it!
I wanted to spend some time here trying to describe how amazing being a Mum is, although (again due to the tiredness) if I attempted it now I would probably just sound all sloppy and cliched. Needless to say, I am so excited each morning when I wake up and realise that we get to spend another day with our daughter. She is just the most precious gift we could ever have been given.
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